Tonight, I came home. For supper, I had a pan-roasted filet mignon with caramelized shallots fried in butter. I treated myself to a properly chilled bottle of St. Bernardus abt. 12. It was delicious! Then, I drank 11 cans of Genessee Cream Ale and ate a double-handful of pizza bites because IT IS NOT CLEAR TO ME HOW THE ZEN PHILOSOPHY IS SUPPOSED TO WORK.